Healing your life, when you see your path not going the way you want it.

 Well, we made it to Friday. The best day of the week. I hope people can get outside before the big snow. In this blog, I want to be more vulnerable with you. When you look at yourself, what do you see? Do you have something that sticks out, and all you do is think, why do I look like this? For me, I'm very self-conscious about my head, on how it is not perfectly round. Anytime I move my head back and down, the back of my head forms these lines that look like a credit card swiper. Unfortunately, there have been some times that people would slice a credit card in my line folds and pretend it's an atm. I sometimes feel that we act a certain way to impress people with how we look instead of being ourselves and not pretending to be something that we are not. When I was younger, I always wanted to fit in with my friends. I would try anything to "fit in".  For example, I would ask my mom to buy me the shoes that my classmates were wearing so I could be the same as them and ...

Good afternoon, When you are feeling down, and have no way to express how you are feeling. Where does your head go and  how do you get yourself out of your funk? I don't know about you, but I go workout, or I have to eat something chocolate. Lindt is my favorite, especially the hollow santas and then it would be the easter bunnies. I sometimes think that the flavor is going to be different and change how I feel about them, but every year its the same flavor and I still love them!  As a little kid, I felt it was hard to express how I feel about things. I was always afraid what people would think about me. Sometimes people would judge right away how I felt. Before I could tell them how I'm actually feeling about a situation, people would jump and tell me what I should be feeling . For so many my brain would always agree what they said. Unfortunately, I still today struggle on how to express my feelings and be confidant on what I am feeling. The last couple of years, I been worki...